i wanna be transparent

anthony?

i wanna be transparent existence. should i put "a" or "the" with the word? i don't wanna be such a specific one. there was a boy who killed other innocent children in japan. he was 14 years old. he said to public that he felt as if he was transparent existence, so that why he killed the others. he wanted to know he was alive. i wanna be transparent not because of the reason. i've opened myself to others a lot, and this feeling is just a result of the action.

now he became your age. he changed his name to "john doh."